Why can’t we be like all those other people I see?
Why can’t you love me, because of the one thing I can’t change?
You know if I could, I would, just to be with you

I hate this empty life; I’d leave this empty shell
Without you I think I’d be better off just burning in Hell
It’s my own private torture… my own private sin

You hair, I’ve always adored it, your face, the picture of beauty
Your skin, my heart would thrill to be near it
Just open your heart and please let me in!

Why do I burn my self so, with all these hateful lies?
If I were in a better mind, you’d be the one I despise!
But I don’t… because I can’t

What is this power that possesses me?
This force that drives me near?
I’ve begun to fear your presence…I’ve begun to fear

I fear for my life! I fear for my soul!
I feel so empty! I feel so cold!
I am a flower that’s been robbed of the precious light!
Cast into the night!

I have been imprisoned in a cage of ice
My breath, my life flees from my side!
I only hold on to the memory of you

My secret curse, my secret friend
Never to be touched by you again
Why do I do this to myself? Why?

What is it about life?
Why do I cry?

I am lost.